So this post has come at the most random time and to be honest I didn't even intend on writing it until I came across something. I have exams in 2 weeks so I have started to revise/study and the first subject that I chose is Pyschology for the pure reason that there is so much content that it is insane, now my love for psychology isn't the reasoning behind this post, however a point I came across regarding "Prosocial vs Antisocial" is.
Alturism. A simple term meaning that your motive is simply to help others without feeling the need to obtain a gain or reward.
Is it werid that I can connect with such a simple word? I mean, for most of my life - the past 2 years in particular - I have always put others before myself. Always made sure that the majority are okay and that if I was the only one suffering then that would just be the way it was because hey, i'd rather see my friends happy and me sad then vice versa.
Reading/studying up upon this little word, kind of made me feel the need to just type and write and express myself which is strange because i've usually been a quiet person who doesn't really share much with just people. I find different ways to express myself without actually telling somebody that no, i'm not okay. I'll sing or i'll sit on Tumblr, marathon Glee and just die because of the perfection that is Darren Criss, i'll cry (more often than i'd like) or just the way that I will lock myself in my room and continuously scroll through my dashboard on tumblr.
Maybe this is the reason why I have the most random breakdown and emotional stress, maybe its just because I don't really put me first, at all. I think I need to start doing that, but honestly I dont even know how.
Someone let me know?
Until next time,
Jessica
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